Taking a long break…

It's been awhile… I haven't shared anything yet and I am sorry. Christmas is coming soon. I've been so busy catching up with friends, christmas shopping and of course preparing my big long holiday. I can't wait to meet my friends and family back home at Jakarta^^

Although, there have been lots of pressure around me with this holiday seasons. There's still uncertainty with my new relationship… I wish I could understand and made it simple… But I am unsure either. Well, relationship is not easy… I guess I think too much…

Don't get me wrong though, I'm so glad to be with him^^ He is my happiness… maybe thats why I am so worried and scared to loose him :) I might need some time off and just to spend with my self and think everything over… or perhaps just chills…

Also, I've been quite frustrated with so many bills to pay and some paper work to take care of before I went for my holiday. There're so many things to do.

Anyway, Enjoy your Christmas Holiday and just chills… enjoy the moment^^

Just chills, originally uploaded by i.anton. Image was removed.

Patience is virtue

My best friend reminded me about it, she told me that word. Then my mum pretty much said the same thing, to take it slow. It was a pretty clear sign what I should do.

I guess everyone was quite worried that I was completely loose of my senses. I’ve always been very rational. This is new for me. My feelings for him is so true… I have never been quite certain like this before. It’s sounds very unreasonable when I try to explain it to my mum, my sister and even to him self. How could be possible… since we knew each other just a month.

I admit, I have fancied him for quite awhile (oh well, it is probably my darkest secret). But I was completely surprise my self when I finally got to know him. I We have never expected that we have so much chemistry. Also all the little things that he do^^ really takes me over. He simply makes me feel happy. It was enough for me to fallen in love.

Even though, I am quite sure about what I feel, I wasn't quite sure about his. I was so afraid if he just taken me for granted. I can't help to let my heart crumble into pieces… so I asked him. It seems that he’s been thinking far ahead than me (oh well, he is more mature than me I guess). I got really confused to follow his thoughts >_< But I know for sure he has been feeling the same way^^



Anyway, for the best we decided to take things slow…
to take more time to justify our feelings :) or simply to know each other a bit more… Well, I must say it has been one crazy month :P

Have you ever been in love so high? How did it happen?